Saturday, October 19

darn. politcal instability strikes again. techno i meant.
gbks signing...? no more again. *snifffs*

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hmmx. finaly can come online. as in where i can actually surf the net? gosh. damn freaking hell nowadays... like dun even know when i'll be able to have the modem safely plugged on to my dearest comp. its like some moments oftechnological stability and all? some dad/mum just happen to see me talk on msn...or maybe i meant they see u msn-ing whilst they are just staring at you from the back... **ka-chek***off goes your days of online chatting...guestbooks signing...blogging? wells. cun stand it. but seriously can't do anything to help them. what they always think is their daughter's just wasting her time away doing some boliaox stuffs...and they dun even give her kiddo a chance to actually be able to research with it?
*darns*
and..well. the hols' of the marking days are coming to an end....could recall what sumone was saying.."we are now outta muggin and the tchrs are gonna be in murking" well not exactly these words but yeah...hees.and now..these lil days of 'enjoyment' are gonna end!!! gonna go shopping with my mum tml....hope it turns out well....cld recall the past few times we actually ended up quarreling so its like so "bye" to fun + some family time but "hi" to some family highstrung tension time.... so perilous huh?

hmmx. had this thought of poning school on monday. or maybe till Os come? dun ask me why. just felt so. really...terribly so.like...arrx. this problem thing? still exists. ddun like ppl taking me for granted. hmmx. weird. now this theme thingy is coming back to someone who i was toking to.hahs. like...felt being used. or treated as a fwen only when i have something to offer. something that ___wants to have a part. sometihng like that. cun stand it. but feel damn sad about it. i mean...its such a big regretting thing/choice i made yeah? but who can see thru masks? oh whatever. just thanks to god that i still got other peeps who are peeps.....

hmmx. got a feeling this is gonna be damn long. coz i nv know when i can come online. hope i'd be able to sign gbks too [[[for the 4th time already!!!]]] had an urge to start studying for chinese Os since qt long ago...tried starting this morn.and guess what? i failed in startin...as expected. dunno.last nite i tried doing my amaths exam paper...and woas. sums that i knew how to do during and before the exams?
now i dunno howta deal with it.......... arrx.

but ...heys....forgot to mention something. or rather really have someone i would really wanna thank man. she's been like on the phone with me... mugging...or rather putting in our very last efforts for the exams tml... she really helped me alot...esp my physics...when i blatantly forgot every single thing the night before... ... she's jiayan and man she's great. i mean dun think i could have remembered effectively all those lenses rule and all? didn't even know initially how to draw the freaking focal length and all even when those instructions were staring hard at me in the textbook??? oh wells. but must really say a
thank you jiayan
hees. for being so great. so wonderful. just the way you are. hahas. and .... everyone else whose been wishing good luck... jiayous ... all these? and buddy!!! we freaked out together a coup of things yeah? *no more now.... except for that dammit chinese Os...* hahas
eu : jy : eve : mich :chew : dor : jacq : kang: jm: moy: ammz:

freaks. i guess i sound a lil lame...but ehs....yeapx!!!!
oh no. i having dejavu again. arrx.

nvm. lucky dejavu ain't hurt...and...i really hope i'll be able to concentrate on reading those books i managed to borrow from the library today aft clearing my debts{{???}} ...okies. mum's says there's this great chinese ghost movie on TV. think i better siamx. its her first time actually telling me to catch it know? hees. all you ppl. take care....*mUuAcCKzzZ*

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Thursday, October 17



++++ 25 jie rocks ++++it ::


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Wednesday, October 16

time flew by so fast. wanted to go sign guestbooks...[[haven done that for real real long]] but ... looks like i 've got to go already...... sheesh. forgot to ask for money again, arrx. okies... hope will have fun with the lishis.

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:: love it ::


went to escape yesterday..... with evil, jy + jas.
reached there so darn early and escape had to be closed.
was like 12pm when we arrived .... and it was to be opened at 4?
amazingly we slacked for 4 hours...and within this 4 hrs...
we rollerbladed, walked along the shore, bathed
and viola...4 hours just whizzed past. was real lousy at rollerblading.
some evil refused to blade coz she had some kinda phobia thing?
jy was good at it. real good. and jas was more of ..
.like what she her self said "walking with the rollerblade"...
but i was the worst. till now still cun blade. but could only manage some little steps on the way back.
kept falling lorx. ouch.
bruise still hurts. *snifff*
beaching. gosh the breeze damn nice. hahas.
but somehow got some allergy at that particular site
and started being so itchy.so very itchy.
bathing was the next big thing we did. gosh. damn shuangx.
we seemed like some ppl whom were "chatlet-ing" but moved around with bags? school bags?
yea[[x] and time past so so soon. went into escape. took a series of rides.repeatedly.
::go kart::
::indoor rollercoaster::
::flume ride::
::inverter::
::viking boat::
::mini roller coaster::
evil was such a scaredy cat. budden i was kinda scared at first.
that inverter thing. hahas. but wells. realised with the flume, inverter and viking boat ride...one can really feast upon the majestic sceneres.
loved the viking boat the most.
maybe the most boring of all...but i really like it.
u feel the breeze on you. it just seems like you are on one HUGE swing.
hahas. and all you have to do is to sit there.
but the most irritating thing was there was a row of people screaming at the back.
noisy.spoiled the whole nice effect
the "wet + wild" served more of a commercial + tourism interest.
basically. WET. which is nice. but the water's really filthy.
we stank mans. we sure did.
me + jy took it a coup of times to get a nice shot.
its real hard posing for a shot in the midst of air where the acceleration is the highest and all
we met another group of st nicks girls, possibly from the primary section and
kinda like sat on each other's boats.
i think we were like the only ones who repeatedly sat on the ride.
sn rocks man. well it used to..
the panasonic thingy was like a rollercoaster in darkness.
quite nice. just freaked when it went down that huge slope.
was like jumping outta the seat lorx
inverter was really nice.and in order calm evil through the rides...
we ended up singing songs throughout.
the other side of the machine was screaming like mad and us were singing our hearts out...
. the place looks nice inverted. and the moon seemed so near. yet so far to reach.
the go kart was great. just that some toopid evil started banging into ppl. guessed it was also the only one which we din't take double rides.
the mini family ride thing was cute. hahas.
but was more of some wind-bloowing experience after all that rides.
was rather tired and flustered by then...
jas got home to study her meo. [sure hope her exams were ok] and we went evil's hse for a lil while
b4 popping by mine for Charmed and later Princesses' Diaries.
...hees. sneaked up to eat ice cream in the middle of the night and woke up so reluctantly this morn...hahas.

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love the beach.

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i love escape.

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Monday, October 14



pressure release.



really? doubt so... feelin do darn alienated...arrx. but all those out there muggin and all .... . jiayous!

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its
one more day to go....... heyheys/// **** !!!! den its time for cl Os?how wld life be after exams?

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woas. at home nows. din even go to school.
infact...wasn't even looking forward to school.
coz its like go there..take exams.....den decide whtr to go home.
realised that the school nowadays ain't got the feeling that i used to have for.
dun even have a single person to really talk to in class.
as in... haix. in other words. perharps its just that i dun mix well?
had fun times b4 ...times when i felt so 3 hopy. but realised feeling these are just
some really rare times. i mean...i've had negative feelings so about the class. like
how alvina feels. the disunity. self centredness. bahs. jus blissfulmakes me so much
to want to look forward to aftsch... and hmmx. tot i had to ppl whom i cld be with
but realised they care more about their grades and be having +____? [ i duno what}
maybe these ppl are jus not my type. haix. dunno. at always tend to feel so funny
with them. as in ... can get along but there are really home points of time when i
have absoutely NOTHING to say. dunno what to say
home sweet home....!



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